Red Pill ExampleTRP Observation from when I was homeless (self.TheRedPill)

submitted by tarxan_

I swallowed the pill shortly after a devastating point in my life.

I was 18, sleeping on the couch of a drug infested home, smoking an ounce of pot a day with my drug dealing roommates who were gang members, not just affiliates. There was hardly ever food or anything to drink in the house but one thing was always available: Pussy and head.

Somehow my overweight, horrid smelling, and heavily tatted roommates ALWAYS had decent looking women chillin at their house, giving themselves away for little to no attention. The boys were bold. Rude to every girl there. The females loved the ruggedness.

They’d show up in the morning and fuck around with me and the boys all day. The smell of drugs, sweaty dick and artillery laying around like toys made their pussies wet.

Me, BP still/heartbroken, despite being included in a lot of activities, I decided to not pursue any sexual relationships at the time (monk mode?). I spent my free time working, smoking hella weed, and making music. I received so much female attention as “the new kid” but never understood the concept of escalation in order to seal the deal.

I couldn’t see why I differed so much from my roommates, until one day I popped a tab of acid and observed-

As far back as we can remember there have always been groups of people that band together to benefit each other exclusively, or also known as a “gang”. These groups usually have a handful of males, as well as female affiliates who like to benefit from it. In exchange for attention, time, a drink or a cigarette: a girl can be “down for the crew”.

“Down for the crew” - willing to exchange numbers with the boys and STDs

I witnessed the masochistic nature of girls by watching GROUPS of women submit to my “homies”. At the peak of my trip, I no longer saw myself and my roommates as people in the 21st century. I felt they were Rulers in a primal time, cave men almost. One goal: Protect their little land/business and fuck the groups of women in north faces and ugg boots like concubines.

Nothing has changed from the past.

There is still cave men like behavior present in the world. My other point is women want to be a part of something in order to feel, while also being attracted to ruthlessness. Which is why a lot of girls end up coke babies or you see them hanging out with affiliated gang members on social media.

All my friends were “savage”/cave man like, honored a code to the t (which a girl could see and respect), and always there to help a brother out in a time of need.

^ NOT CONDONING GANG activity but I will give credit where credit is due.

It doesn’t have to be positive at all, but if a girl has an opportunity to exercise every emotion, they’ll take it over anything else because what else would they do?

Play with their pussy for the twelfth time today? Start another Netflix series?

TLDR; girls love to associate with bands of powerful, ruthless men because that’s enough alpha dick for her and her friends, whether it puts them at risk or not cause they’re “bored”.

I’d love to hear everyone’s thoughts or counter arguments.

Shoutout to everyone writing the articles on a daily basis and helping me get my life back on track.

Wish me luck in military school :)

Edit: during my time at the “trap”, I ingested LSD/acid about 13 times in a 3 month span. I never left my friends property because going out in public on acid isn’t a good idea if you’re likely to run into people you know.

Before you take any psychedelic consider the risks and research. Buy a test kit and make sure it’s real. I got it from a reliable source and I still decided to purchase a test kit.

It is possible for you to lose your mind, if you ingest something you shouldn’t. Be wary of fake designer drugs bullshit. It can hurt you instantly and if it doesn’t, it will ruin you in the long run.

That goes for any kind of drug if abused. I’m all for MJ but I think today, myself included, teens and adults use way TOO MUCH of it.

A lot of homeless people I met out on the street ended up there because they couldn’t moderate their pleasures in life. They’re sex addicts, drug addicts, or addicted to drama and stuck in a cycle of going in and out of jail.

Advice to my TRP teen readers: hold off on the pot until you’re 25+. If you’re stressed look up ways to get high from breathing techniques. Drink a coffee to get you buzzed in the morning. You won’t need that joint promise.

[–]Endorsed ContributorKeffirLime 224 points225 points  (14 children)

I used to have a business in a pretty gang infested part of town. I got to know some of them personally over time.

Some observations:

They are feared. And by virtue they are respected in some form or another. Women are drawn to this. By association a women gets to share in this feeling. It's some what of a status symbol, women don't care for what reason they're being noticed, as long as they're not invisible.

The high-low lifestyle of drugs and danger produces a wide range of emotions in a female. She is driven to to where she feels these emotions.

The men appear to be fearless. Willing to put their life on their line to protect themselves and their gang. Also willing to put their life on the line to get what they want. Women want to be apart of this gang as it means they have strong, fearless men to protect the gang(and them by association) and men who do what they want, and take what they want, at any cost.

They make cash and they don't exactly pop it into a saving s account to accrue interest. They're fairly liberal with it and the women often get looked after provided they do what they're there to do. In fairly low-end areas, this is an escape from poverty and a glimpse of the "good-life"

Many women are drawn to this, making them an abundant commodity. With an abundance of females, they also become disposable. They will work for their position of association.

[–]tarxan_[S] 74 points75 points  (2 children)

Yes, Chief. This is it. Thank you for your contribution to the conversation.

[–]VolatileEnemy 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Just as guys join a gang, women join a gang too in a way where they are selecting a "gang member" as a protector. Also I wouldn't doubt that some were prostitutes or addicted to drugs before they even got to know the gang members. Likely the gang members were selling them drugs when they met them.

Oh and it's also a bit of exposure to women too (this is key but I don't mean dating apps, I mean real life interaction all the time). See the drug dealers meet a lot of women, because women look for drugs/drinks etc. But how many average people meet lots of women? They don't necessarily get exposed. I work in an office, but not the "recruiting/HR dept", so where do I see the women? Right, but the the beta working in the woman's issues department, he even has chances.

I totally agree with you that the ruthlessness, general wickedness generates the fear that gives another high to many women. Danger is attractive. Danger is no longer useful in a 21st century world, but back in the tribal days, being protected by a dangerous person was .... vital in female evolution.

Same reason why you'll find people in the army tend to also have an easier time finding women as long as they can get interactions with women and escape their barracks a little. That "love the uniform" thing is really about being attracted to a group of people who are (a) powerful (b) protective (c) dangerous (d) doing something greater than themselves, like an army/gang/firedept./peacecorp etc.

One thing I noticed, no matter how perfect your game, if you are not getting any interactions with women, you're probably not getting anywhere. Gullibility, "average"ness, weakness, insecurities also ruin your game too.

[–]kriticality 12 points13 points  (8 children)

I've never see a woman fuck a homeless dude. I've seen them virture signal in order "help" the poor oppressed men, but that's about it.

[–]ThatBoyBillClinton 35 points36 points  (2 children)

I think that the title “homeless” makes people think about the stereotypical hobo, and I think you are correct that hobos are basically only fucking prostitutes. The thing is that their is another type of homeless, think a kid who got kicked out and is couch surfing at friends, or someone who ran away from whatever without much of a plan. The difference is that the second type still has social skills, still had some sense of hope, and talking to them doesn’t leave you with the impression that they’ll be a hobo for their whole career

[–]tarxan_[S] 22 points23 points  (1 child)

Dude. Yeah just that. Couch surfing. The way you described it.

I was just a street punk, living it up with a set of Crips and Sureños that banded together.

[–]ThatBoyBillClinton 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea it’s one of those deals were you can be technically correct and still misleading at the same time, because you were technically homeless but that implies that you were a hobo, and clearly a distinction should be made between you at that time and a hobo because your lifestyle was closer to conventional than if was to a hobo, not that it was conventional

[–]StirlingG 8 points9 points  (1 child)

I was homeless throughout college, but youd never know it. I showered at the gym and got my gains on, wore nice clothes and went to the laundromat every week to spruce them up. Women loved it when I let them in on my secret, and didn't believe it at first usually. There was fucking, and lots of it, but I came down to how you carry yourself... just like any other type of person.

[–]assholeofthesky 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Trust me mate, it happens. bitches dont give a fuck and do give shelter to good looking guys to use and abuse. i had a friend who asked me whether i thought she was bad for being shallow. so maybe something to pay attention too, you aint getting no pussy when you look like a little 'opressed' bitch

[–]tarxan_[S] 40 points41 points  (1 child)

Of course you never see them fuck because the girl takes me back to her place let’s me sleep on the couch and she joins for a little Netflix and chill, if she doesn’t already join me while I take a shower. If there was one thing I never lacked while homeless it was female attention, that was the only way I could survive because I wasn’t about to start sucking dick.

In those women’s eyes, I’m a “traveler”. Not homeless. Lmfao.

[–]assholeofthesky 17 points18 points  (0 children)

yeah unless you're a ugly retard and then no woman will pay you attention regardless of however homeless you are lool

[–]draggin_balls 36 points37 points  (1 child)

While I agree with the alpha/ smv point of view, it’s also possible that the women didn’t have great home lives and probably had fathers similar to the gang members (abusive, manipulative etc.) and were drawn to this because it was familiar to them.

[–]tarxan_[S] 30 points31 points  (0 children)

I spoke to two girls about their fathers (they opened up to me 🙄) and told me that they party, drink, and binge on cocaine together.

This was everything they knew.

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[–]tarxan_[S] 41 points42 points  (1 child)

Skinny brain and a fat ass.

[–]rigbed 1 point2 points  (6 children)

That preselection with the twits attracts ones with brains.

[–]tarxan_[S] 34 points35 points  (5 children)

If you’ve actually ever dated a smart girl, they’re fucking crazy. So I’ll take a “slow” sweet girl any day over an ego centric, bpd struck bitch...

But if either got a fat ass. No telling 😂🙌🏽

[–]P91XXX 14 points15 points  (2 children)

That's not true! I dated a smart girl and all she ever did was live in my room and never leave and always ask if I was okay and constantly pick fights over nothing so she could comfort me when I couldn't take it anymore and... oh god.

[–]tarxan_[S] 1 point2 points  (1 child)

you sure chief? all that sounds too good to be true. Not to rock your world or bring up resentment but everything you just said points to her cheating.

These hoes ain’t loyal.

Look up “gaslighting”. She was fucking your head up, disorienting you, so she could suck chads and my dick under your radar.

Fuck these hoes, figuratively and literally.

[–]P91XXX 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I know she couldn't have been cheating because she literally never left me alone. Besides that... well let's say I was probably a healthy reach for her. It was sort of like gaslighting, but more anxiety-driven emotional neediness than anything.

Edit: Also I broke up with multiple times and cheated on her while we were going out, so...

[–]call_in_the_cavalry 8 points9 points  (1 child)

Lmao can confirm. Once had a gf break up with me because my grades dropped one semester and her mom told her to stop dating me 😂

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[–]tarxan_[S] 50 points51 points  (4 children)

Dude. Your last sentence basically summed up my whole LSD trip. I was watching some “real life” nature documentary. lmaoo

[–]Pestilence1911 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I use my hometown as a petri dish, and from what ive noticed its not the nice guys that get girls knocked up, its the bad boy deadbeats who go to jail every other week.

Then i scroll down facebook and see them all talking about how thirsty they are for bad boys....while they all have multiple kids and are with BB's now. Its actually quite eye opening.

[–]Senior Endorsed ContributorVasiliyZaitzev 4 points5 points  (0 children)

basically summed up my whole LSD trip. I was watching some “real life” nature documentary. lmaoo

About spiders?

[–]account_rp 4 points5 points  (1 child)

It's because humans are animals and we aren't as above such primitive drives as we think we are. All of our intelligence and civilized behavior really just serves our lower drives to survive and reproduce our genes.

Civilized behavior only exists because it works to form larger, stronger groups called societies where even complete strangers live peacefully with each other, follow a common set of rules called laws, and work towards making a larger, stronger group of called a nation.

If you want to know more I highly recommend reading a book called The Lucifer Principle by Howard Bloom.

[–]Sumsar01 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Most of those people have the same intellect as your average dog though. No wonder they are instinct driven.

[–]fuckingoddamnname 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Not the same but kinda the same: As soon as I joined a frat, the ass came pretty easy. Girls who wouldn't have given me the time of day otherwise I was bangin' on the reg. We weren't even an established frat with any kind of reputation, we were brand new on campus. It's like here, slap on this label, now you're fuckable.

[–][deleted] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hehehehe its true bro. Once you see girls animal nature around those thugs, you cant ever unsee that shit!!

[–]DareyFathom 72 points73 points  (23 children)

Some of the biggest discrepancies I've witnessed in SMV between males and females in my life was with men involved with drugs. Glad to hear you are doing well. Keep it up!

[–]Skrittext 121 points122 points  (19 children)

Funny story, my friend was mistaken for a coke dealer. The whole vacation week the girls were in and out of his bedroom and one of them fought her way to the top and strong armed her way to him pushing the others away and she was pretty damn hot. At the end of the week I overhear her telling him something like “wow, I can see myself by your side like a movie about king pins” and his freaking response was “what are you talking about? I don’t sell drugs”. Then the disgust and agony spewing from her as she realized he was telling the truth. I’m still laughing at that

[–]Hviterev 50 points51 points  (11 children)

How fucked is your friend that multiple people just naturally assume he's a coke dealer?

[–]Skrittext 69 points70 points  (7 children)

Having a lot of cocaine and money and commanding people around like he’s their boss probably helps. Some people forget that you can make money by working I guess

[–]TitsAndWhiskey 43 points44 points  (2 children)

Lol sadly I can confirm this. At one point I made sure I always had stacks of cash lying around. Along with my supply and a refusal to talk about what I did, the coke bunnies just made their assumptions.

Also useful for kicking them out. Look at your phone, "you gotta go, honey." No questions asked.

[–]ReformSociety 66 points67 points  (1 child)

I always had stacks of cash lying around

hey it's me ur HB10 soulmate. where do you live

[–]destraht 9 points10 points  (3 children)

Sometimes it doesn't take much. I never use my bank card on the town and so I carry $50-200 worth of local currency at all times. So this one time I fucked this French girl in Krakow and it was just super memorable for a number things. At the bar I opened up my wallet and had actual currency on me and it made her super wet. She said something like "Wow! You're like a gangster!" and minutes later she was inappropriately and embarrassingly hump grinding my leg at the bar while a dozen decent Polish folks shook their head with jaw hanging down or smiling. Ok so I'm a good looking and fit D&D, Magic the Gathering, software programming type of nerd and definitely not a gangster or cut from anywhere near that bit of cloth. She was simply on vacation and wanted to a fuck a wild guy and so she found the first suitable "gangster" nerd that she could find. Simply when they project pussy wetting fantasies onto you then go with it. its all nonsense anyways.

[–]brotein_synthesis 2 points3 points  (2 children)

So, you're saying, have 200 USD in cash at bars for instant street cred. Wow. Such pussy slaying skillz bro.

[–]420KUSHBUSH 16 points17 points  (2 children)

I get told I look like a psychopath. Still waiting on something like this to happen to me

[–][deleted] 8 points9 points  (1 child)

Be a more charming psychopath. Smile, even grin, like a shit eating grin, and make jokes and laugh super often and loudly

[–]420KUSHBUSH 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I should work on that for sure. Smiling takes too much effort although I do grin and make jokes. Laughing not much of though I do make others laugh. I'm more of the quiet reserved type and it seems to make guys want to talk to me, girls I feel are intimidated. Its good to mix and match however

[–]rebelde_sin_causa 15 points16 points  (1 child)

Being a coke dealer will more quickly and effortlessly get you more quality ass than doing anything that we talk about around here at TRP. I say quickly and effortlessly with respect to the way the women come to you, not with respect to being a coke dealer.

[–]trancedj 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Challenge accepted. I shall be a coke dealer.

Where can I buy wholesale? Asking for a friend ;) Mexico maybe?

[–]largepaycheckaddict 7 points8 points  (4 children)

Was your friend wearing a white suit the whole time? Lol... just wondering how people assume someone is a coke dealer...

[–]Skrittext 17 points18 points  (3 children)

Don’t think what you see as a coke dealer think what 20-25 year old girls see as a coke dealer. You will need cocaine about 1oz about $1000, penthouse suites (easily get for free but if you can’t then more than $600/night), we just let some kid tag along and made him do random errands and chores and stuff but you could maybe hire someone, a handful of starter/bait girls to reel in more girls, and probably about $2000 in alcohol and other expenses. It looks like a lot more when you don’t have a firm grasp of the world, so if they’re older it probably won’t work

[–]LA_producer 7 points8 points  (2 children)

Tell me about how you easily get these penthouse suites for free...

[–]Skrittext 15 points16 points  (1 child)

Join this one https://www.mgmresorts.com/en/sign-in.html

Or any number of hotel clubs that are free and every year they send you promotions. That year they gave out 4 nights in penthouses to two of us. This year I got a 7 day penthouse plus 2000$ food credit. It’s random and you don’t have to spend anything to get the promotions after a few years you notice that they have no clue what they’re doing and you get limos and rooms and free stuff all over the resorts

[–]TunedtoPerfection 10 points11 points  (0 children)

What you really want is player club cards not the credit cards that the resorts offer.

The old homeless point racket trick probably still works which is how I use to get a bunch of free rooms and shit.

Basically you take $100 or whatever you want and exchange it for chips use your players club card to get points. Now you have your $100 in chips as well as the points for exchanging $100 at the casino on your card. Walk around for an hour, then redeem your chips at the cage WITHOUT using the players card. Walk over to a different casino with the same players club card program or a different Box in the a larger casino and grab another $100 in chips and give them your players card. You get more points for the exchange yet your using the same $100. You can continue to do this round and round sometimes even in the same casino until you rack up enough points for free dinner and a free room. Just keep the timing spaced out a bit and your golden. If your really hustling them with large amounts its best to change amounts up each "recharge" but using small amounts like $100 over and over doesn't set off any bells because people routinely cash in $100. Make sure your redeeming the money for chips to play at table games and every once in a while its best to throw the card into a video game and play a few rounds. They can't track the chip usage so they will never be able to tell your basically flipping the same $100 over and over again to get free rewards.

[–]tarxan_[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yessir. Thank you for taking the time to read my post. Have a great night!

[–]Endorsed Contributorsadomasochrist 1 point2 points  (0 children)

FYI this is not a "SMV discrepancy." This is a physical attractiveness discrepancy. Worth pointing out because it's one of the fundamental meta issues separating blue pill and red pill.

It's crucial that men understand that women don't reward provisioning behavior, but instead "protector" behavior which in this case is the dope slinger.

Doesn't make sense to many men, and women don't need it to "make sense" hence tingles uber alles.

[–]420KUSHBUSH 24 points25 points  (15 children)

This is for everyone, not OP. You may get sex with women this way however it's never worth it and quality automatically isn't good to begin with. Sure many women cave and get giddy about this sort of thing but those aren't the kind you want

But hey what do I know its your life and you do what I want

[–]tarxan_[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Definitely. This. But you know what everyone is addicted to in that house hold?

Instant gratification and abusing pleasure: whether it’s pouring a cup of lean, smoking blunts every half hour, counting racks of money, ridiculous amount and types of guns, or busting a nut on a bitch’s face with your best friends.

It’s all about the instant dopamine rush.

[–]tarxan_[S] 13 points14 points  (5 children)

It was great to experience and learn from my friends mistakes. I no longer associate with those people and even moved out of state to get away; however, the RP truths I learned in that Trap, I’ll never forget.

[–]420KUSHBUSH 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Good man, glad to hear you're doing well

[–]Thunderbird93 2 points3 points  (3 children)

I did the same shit senior year of college. We werent gangbangers,just the stoner crowd on campus selling trees. The hoes flocked, I want to do a piece here on hedonism. How do I post? I got 132 karma. How was the acid? I dropped some spring break 2015 Myrtle Beach. Shit changed my life but I became schizophrenic,did some jail time,house arrest and psych ward. Met plenty of gangbangers in Worcester county jail, most were cool tbh. 1

[–]tarxan_[S] 2 points3 points  (2 children)

bro. You probably didn’t take acid then. Probably something synthetic like I mentioned earlier...

To give you a hint of how good the acid was: Bob Marley talked to me from a Broken Clock Painting during my come down.

He said to me-

“What are you doin?” With a voice that sounded so sad, almost concerned.

I was laying on the floor. I had no bed in that room. I had been up all night. I felt ashamed.

That was my last trip w my friends. I left the trap house two weeks later.

[–]Thunderbird93 0 points1 point  (1 child)

Yeah but isn't all acid synthetic? Chemically speaking it is all artificial compared to lets say something natural that grows in soil like mushrooms? I saw a group of people in the ceiling inviting me for an orgies,girls and guys fucking everywhere but I had my grip on reality and knew it was all an illusion

[–]tarxan_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No, incorrect. “Real acid”/LSD is extracted from a fungus called ergot. Everything else is a “synthetic drug” which means it contains chemicals that are DESIGNED to mimic an “acid high” although the effects might be TOO strong and it’ll blow a gear in your brain.

Happy tripping. Test your tabs. Stay home with a close friend to trip sit.

[–]h0tB0xing 6 points7 points  (7 children)

I agree with this.. if you're going for quantity sure this caveman barbaric approach works, but if you're looking for someone worthwhile you probably aren't going to find it..

[–]invader_zed 10 points11 points  (6 children)

Not a sub about finding romance. It’s about finding chicks dtf

[–]clausternn 16 points17 points  (3 children)

That's not true. It's a sub about male sexual strategy, which includes fucking random chicks, but also includes what you call "romance".

[–]invader_zed 2 points3 points  (2 children)

I don’t know what you think romance is, but when I hear it I think of someone who has onitis and believes in his unicorn.

[–]kareemgoat69giggity 3 points4 points  (0 children)

What he means is u wont find quality ltr material, which deep down u know is true. Lowlife drug addicted sluts arent quality relationship material

[–]hoppy375 6 points7 points  (0 children)

It's good to know how to play each card when the specific moment or need arises

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[–]tarxan_[S] 3 points4 points  (15 children)

Not unless you have status with the gang. You aren’t going to touch our pussy. No discussion. The girls are very aware who’s in and who’s not, they’d do anything to not upset “the Set”.

The crew stays posted all day inside the house or smoking on the porch, while the buyers/strangers never make it past the front door.

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    [–]tarxan_[S] 8 points9 points  (7 children)

    It’s really easy for you to say that because you’ve never been in that situation. If you ONLY knew how privileged a drug dealer can be, you’d probably be trying to do the same thing.

    Like I said, my friends are ugly but they’ve got good taste in women. They don’t want no stank breath ass hoe scaring away the customers or potential clients. Think of it this way, the girls are flowers. My friends know what flowers look good.

    They throw out the rest.

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      [–]tarxan_[S] 3 points4 points  (1 child)

      These are professionals. Been doing this their whole lives. Their grandfathers taught them what they know. Without going into too much detail. A lot of these guys actually have professions or real day jobs. Me and the boys were just disposable pawns that fucked around all day until he came home. We did the dirty work.

      Even if they were caught up in some big stinky shit (have seen and witnessed), you best believe they have the best lawyers and they make sure to get em coked up before court to make sure they get to leave that jail house.

      Lawyers are your best friend, when you’re a(n) (illegal) businessman.

      Lifeprotip: lawyers love coke.

      [–]destraht 5 points6 points  (0 children)

      I can imagine C+ junior college students hanging out at the drug den a few days of the week.

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        [–]tarxan_[S] 7 points8 points  (1 child)

        Who said anything about them being prostitutes or being low quality?

        That just shows your ignorance.

        [–]eccentricrealist 4 points5 points  (0 children)

        That's pretty much every girl, the price is just different

        [–]blacklightsleaze 1 point2 points  (0 children)

        I don't know man I have seen some decent girls to fuck with some complete trash guys, only because they make their pussy wet. They do this only for fun and then go back to their studies and stuff.

        [–]3LiveAFTSOV 5 points6 points  (4 children)

        Serious question - When you say "gang" or "crew,"

        DO you mean a serious crew of hardcore drug dealing, fighting and shooting gangbangers, or like, a crew/gang of youngsters who hang out and do/sell drugs sometimes?

        [–]smfuel87 37 points38 points  (4 children)

        I didn't start smoking pot until I was 30. It evens me out after military service and a fucked life. Its not exactly a wonder drug, If even really a drug at all, but its better than what a VA "shrink" will prescribe to you. Its like Hunter S. Thompson said, "Marijuana is as much a staple of my day to day life as grapes, ice cubes or coffee." ...or something along those lines. You're gonna need that shit when you get back out of the military if you decide to go there after your school. If you get a chance, pick up a Hunter S. Thompson book and read it on your down time. He writes in hilarious detail about the benefits of narcotics, hallucinogens and going insane as a way to deal with a world, which is in itself insane. He's the guy who wrote Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas among many others.

        This was a cool read. Kinda depressing, but spot on. Keep your head up and try to stay out of jail. The military if you ever get there after "school" is the best socioeconomic elevator available to everyone, but it is far from a guarantee to make your life better if you don't take personal accountability for yourself and who you surround yourself with. It could be a detriment to your mental health and be a quick track back to life on the streets.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 11 points12 points  (1 child)

        My favorite comment so far for bringing up fear and loathing :)

        [–]memphisjohn 8 points9 points  (0 children)

        if you like Thompson you should also read Bukowski.

        Hell, everybody should read Bukowski

        [–]Naebany 1 point2 points  (0 children)

        What's the title of his book?

        [–]Pestilence1911 45 points46 points  (25 children)

        I used to sell weed, and the ammount of women that would come over and whore themselves out for a joint, was sad.

        This was in my BP days and the tightest poon i ever had was cause i looked at a guys girlfriend and licked my lips at her; then she started comming over without him, doing my laundry, and walking my dog. In exchange for sex and marijuana's.

        My older brother sold....other things and one day listed off all the girls that sucked his dick or fucked him for drugs and it was ridiculous. All those good girls, and the girls with boyfriends. God.

        Woman for some reason see drug dealing as "alpha" because they see the "status" of having so many friends and high social value cause the clients are typically nice to get a bit of weed.

        Its....strange, but i hear women will do anything for coke.

        [–]FrankVillain 30 points31 points  (0 children)

        but i hear women will do anything for coke.

        Most successful man in a club is the one with a bag of coke.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 37 points38 points  (5 children)

        coke babies are monsters in disguise. They will do anything for a bump.

        Be wary, my friends, of women who “tried coke once” or has “a friend” that does it.

        As for you, don’t try it because then she will expect you to buy coke every time you hang out with her once she gets you hooked.

        [–]Pestilence1911 29 points30 points  (0 children)

        Ive only ever done ot once and i played bass guitar for 40 minutes.

        I dont understand why people do it tbh, ive turned down so much "free" coke just from having friends/roommates do it. Its like they think giving you a line will make you go out and buy mo- OHHHHB NOW IT ALL MAKES SENSE.

        [–]destraht 3 points4 points  (1 child)

        I guess I'm about the only person that has done coke more than once but not more than five times. I know that having done it at all sounds like code for having lived on a street for a few weeks after losing everything. It seems best to not tell anyone who has never touched it.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

        I’ve partaken in the “yay” 7 times since last year. I only ever did it with my musician friends and our shroom tripping sugar mommy. Another story for another day lmfaoo

        [–]KrustyKrabReject 0 points1 point  (1 child)

        The coke babies are the ones selling to you or are doing coke with you?

        [–]tarxan_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

        Both. Be weary. They’ll give you a bag free and call their “Daddy” when you don’t pay her for it. They won’t kill you, just rob you for everything you got and drive you around to different spots and figure where they’ll leave your naked stupid ass.

        [–]NewW0rldOrder 13 points14 points  (14 children)

        I don’t know about the last bit, the people I hang out with always tell me to put the coke away since the girls won’t like that and I won’t get laid. Was told multiple times that girls consider that low life, at least the girls we hang out with.

        [–]buddahbusted 17 points18 points  (9 children)

        Not all girls do coke. Smart ones now don’t.

        Having talked to older women, what happened was when coke really hit the streets in the 70s, everyone was doing it. Weed was left for the low class, so it was looked down on. But eventually upper class America turned on coke. Everybody knows it can ruin your life. Not that you can’t find it, but it isn’t the drug of choice for the rich white girl.

        It has moved off the cool kid’s table. A not insignificant amount are doing it under that table though.

        [–]PleezSitOnMyFace 6 points7 points  (7 children)

        Ecstasy is the new Cocaine.

        [–]TheEagleAndTheSnake 10 points11 points  (3 children)

        Five years ago maybe. Xans and other pills are status symbols now. My gen (15-25).

        [–]PleezSitOnMyFace 4 points5 points  (1 child)

        20 - 25 is the age bracket I have been experiencing the E being the new C, but it's probably more a function of location.

        [–]Pestilence1911 1 point2 points  (2 children)

        I did methy MDMA once and banged a chick for 8 hour's infront of 12+ people.

        Never again.

        [–]DamnDirtyApe87 4 points5 points  (1 child)

        Surprised nobody asked, care to elaborate?

        [–]Pestilence1911 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        It started off with me drunk and high in full tactical gear wearing a helmet liner, then we did some rails off a kabar....

        Dont laugh please.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 2 points3 points  (1 child)

        Bro, your friend is either gay or upset that you’re giving away that coke to them and not him. Lmfao

        Find a new friend who isn’t a coke head and get clean yourself. God bless. There’s nothing rewarding in that lifestyle. I’ve seen many fall.

        [–]Pestilence1911 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        Oh i dont do drugs. And havent touched anything except weed in like 5y?,

        One day i was blitzed and looked around the room, and had everyone keep asking me for drugs, that was when i realised they were all useless amd going nowhere in life.

        Looking back, im the only one that "went anywhere"

        [–]Pestilence1911 1 point2 points  (1 child)

        Chicks in my hometown are 100% down to bang 50-60 year old dudes for speed.

        Life on the east coast is harsh.

        [–]Pestilence1911 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        The famous mayor that once dropped an N bomb; his brother distributes speed to young kids and gets carte blanche because his brother was mayor.

        Its so fucked.

        [–]3LiveAFTSOV 4 points5 points  (2 children)

        Are you fucking serious?

        Women were giving up pussies for weed??

        damn, sad

        [–]destraht 2 points3 points  (0 children)

        I think that with weed its a good excuse for plausible deniability. Twenty years ago I had a friend telling me that I should smoke enough cigarettes to at least not cough and then I would get more girls since its so easy to pull them for a smoke. Plausible deniability about even liking you if you turn out to be weirdo and for just a few minutes of commitment.

        [–]Pestilence1911 1 point2 points  (0 children)

        Dude....yoy wouldnt even believe me if i told you.

        Yeah. Im not saying they were 10/10's but i got blown by a fair ammount of chicks that had BF's just to smoke them down and shit. I miss the girl yjat did my laundry tbh. Too bad shes homeless, and six months pregnant. Ahahah.

        [–]smarthmouth123 7 points8 points  (0 children)

        I feel this, i am young, live in a pretty criminal environment, chicks love being around dumb guys who do drugs and pick on weaker kids. Yep, that has sometimes included me. I would probably run with this gang was it not that I do very high education And I dont want to throw my future away.

        [–]PerplexingPegasus_ 13 points14 points  (5 children)

        It’s very common in my city. Make a music video in some Airbnb, make sure you’re smoking and have a stack of cash in the video with liquor (preferably Hennessy), and watch them flock.

        Most of the guys who do this are gang affiliated but they aren’t the real killers or drug pushers . They’re just media man who gives a slight perspective into their group but it’s more than enough to fool these impressionable women.

        [–]3LiveAFTSOV 4 points5 points  (4 children)

        So you're telling me these sound cloud rappers who are friends with druggies and other types of people are pulling in pussy just by being friends with the gang members?

        Please, elaborate man.

        [–]PerplexingPegasus_ 0 points1 point  (1 child)

        Not solely because they’re because friends with gang members. They make their shitty music that’s catchy while having their gang member friends in the video. Most of these guys aren’t hard compared to the real gangbangers but association with danger gets them perceived that they are.

        Edit: These girls usually also end up as escorts in trap houses and rented out Airbnb’s for parties. The rappers usually introduce them to the gang members and they usually become escorts after awhile.

        [–]3LiveAFTSOV 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        Thanks for your perspective. Saved

        [–]morexel 7 points8 points  (3 children)

        To be fair, this post isn't about homelessness qualifying the results as much as gang related stuff.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 1 point2 points  (2 children)

        I’ll write another article about my theory on homeless men who “own it” and get laid by women with money, cars and houses.

        [–]wobbleelbbow 0 points1 point  (1 child)

        make sure to drop acid while you are writing it

        [–]tarxan_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        Haven’t not found a plug yet :(

        [–]fuckingoddamnname 10 points11 points  (9 children)

        hmm, I'm really surprised at the guys trying to invalidate tarxan's story, insisting these girls must be fat, or addicts, uniintelligent, etc. They're attracted to the gang for the same reasons girls are attracted to the football team, or the hot band in town. And yes, some girls will let the frat boys run a train on her. Seems like basic TRP stuff to me. Don't know why some guys are fighting it.

        [–]PerplexingPegasus_ 8 points9 points  (6 children)

        It’s more of suburban shielding that doesn’t allow them to comprehend it. Any guy who grew up in the hood knows how much suburban women will do anything for an unfiltered alpha and the struggle produces them.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 0 points1 point  (1 child)

        Too true man. Suburban shielding? Why haven’t I ever heard of that?

        [–]PerplexingPegasus_ 1 point2 points  (0 children)

        Just came up with the phrase while replying above. Feel free to use it.

        [–]moltenw 0 points1 point  (3 children)


        It makes complete sense, yet I haven't experienced it, so in my mind even though I know it's true, without my own personal experience to back it up it's a bit hard imagining exactly how it is, so that's where maybe the doubt is coming for some of the people here.

        [–]PerplexingPegasus_ 0 points1 point  (2 children)

        I understand that completely. It’s definitely something you won’t believe unless you been in it yourself like I have personally or know people in them.

        Watch this music video , this will illustrate what the typical gang trap or Airbnb looks like with escorts employed by their gang. Lots of quality ass, but nothing else besides a pump-n-dump. This lifestyle is well know in gang culture and those born around it.

        [–]moltenw 1 point2 points  (1 child)

        Sure, but in the words of Vandaalen - "Hedonistic lifestyle is a lie."

        I myself believe this to be the truth as well. You reach true freedom and happiness internally, not from exterior sources.

        [–]PerplexingPegasus_ 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        Preach brother. Nothing good comes out of it.

        [–]2Overkillengine 11 points12 points  (0 children)

        {repost due to automod being a faggot about forward slashes in text as a grammar tool}

        The underlying truth some of our spergier members may miss when whining about women being illogical is that female evaluation of male status (and thus attraction-SMV) is based on different factors than how men evaluate male status.

        Once you understand the underlying rules it is horrifyingly consistent and thus easy to exploit.

        For one, the appearance of propensity for violence is generally evaluated negatively by fellow men whom naturally view such as threat-competition.

        But much like OP, anyone that has spent much time around thug culture has had the chance to observe how women are drawn to that at a primal level. A violence capable (strong-fit) mate is likely to pass that trait on to offspring. And in economic conditions where agreeableness and cooperation traits are not nearly as necessary, then violence-dominance is king.

        R - k selection at work.

        [–]PatsFever 11 points12 points  (6 children)

        I mean it’s a drug den, there are going to be crack heads around, doubt these are hot girls.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 8 points9 points  (5 children)

        drug dealers don’t let ugly bitches chill at the trap. It’s bad for business (acquaintances, potential clients brought by our friends).

        Crack cocaine/rock brings the ugly type

        “Puro” Cocaine/powder NOT ROCK is how u get the creme of the crop. The HB8 stoner type 20 year olds who like to smoke weed and party everyday until they get knocked up by one of my homies 😂

        [–]PatsFever 8 points9 points  (3 children)

        Different strokes for different folks I guess, I’m not really into that scene. I’d bet any attractive ones are underage anyway. That lifestyle of hard drugs, crap food, no fitness, and violence takes a toll on women pretty fast.

        EDIT: Clearly I can see how money and power bring high value women too, cartel wives for example, but think that’s many ranks up from the trap house.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 5 points6 points  (1 child)

        Ironically, these girls actually come from surrounding suburbs to go hang out with a couple of niggas in the hood. They notice the difference of energy.

        Women ALWAYS feel energy.

        [–]dobbekz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        Yeah I always try to tell people about how all those suburban "good girls" love to go to the hood and fuck thugs but everyone thinks I'm making that up. Trust me suburban white girls are the most try hard rap fans there is.

        [–]FrankCostanza111 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        I had some experience being around this environment as a teenager in the punk scene. Not "gangs" per se but party/show houses where a bunch of punks crashed, sold drugs and threw parties.

        OP does not lie when he says good looking girls are drawn to this shit. I saw high school girls stripping on tables and bars and girls at least 7/10 crashing/fucking the dudes on the regular. Not the highest quality girls of course, but they weren't unattractive and they were young.

        [–]drkinferno72 2 points3 points  (1 child)

        Oh hell no, you're guranteed herpes if you stuck around

        [–]RentsBoy 11 points12 points  (1 child)

        Pretty interesting. I don't usually comment on this subreddit (it can get pretty cringy), but this post was damn solid

        [–]tarxan_[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

        thank you. Have an awesome day, rents.

        [–]Rollo_Mayhem3 2 points3 points  (2 children)

        NOT CONDONING GANG activity but I will give credit where credit is due.

        What exactly are you giving the "gang" credit for? I do not see what if anything these members should be given credit for other than the fact that they 'stick together' and defend one another, that loyalty is admirable but often necessary for the gang to survive, so it's not exactly done out of a higher moral standard, get me/?

        I'd also surmise these bitches had nothing going for them that they would hang around these losers, give up their pussies for some crumbs, that just makes them just as low value as the men. I'd like to see some pictures of these girls. Are we talking dime pieces? or average run of the mill hood rat with a fat ass or nice pair of tits. Sure you might have the wayward suburb white girl excited by the roughlife cause her daddy's not around...hooked on heroin or crack, she gets pimped out... i see that as taking advantage of someone's misery not admirable about that. Not saying that is what you observed but I hear that story and its makes me NOT think highly of a man that does that.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 4 points5 points  (1 child)

        Yes, just that. Sticking together through thick and thin. Nothing else, as I stated so chill tf out haha.

        a) You are not entitled to any pictures of mine that I have. I cannot and will not compromise anyone’s identity which is i didn’t even put a specific city or any details like that. But believe me, Gangs take more pictures than the fucking yearbook. It’s all about “the flex”.

        b) to answer your question: my friends know they’re the scum of the earth. They’re self aware, proud even, and go as far to describe themselves as “Dogs”.

        They’re aware that they take advantage of pretty girls. But you know what? So do the women themselves. They love it.

        Don’t be surprised that these women don’t actually want to be loved. They want to be used more than anything, as a box to cum in and decoration at the house parties. I say this because we’d have a couple of girls who would walk a mile or two, “borrow” their boyfriends/parents car just to pass by and chill.

        These girls know EXACTLY what they’re doing. Don’t feel bad.

        ^ When I first got to the trap house I felt “guilty” until I started to reflect on the true masochistic nature of women. They love to be used because that brings a lot of “feelz”. My friends would see me get uncomfortable when they’d run trains on bitches, mistreat them, or etc.

        They choose to stay there and keep coming back.

        Pretty White Girls Like Trap Music?

        Anyone? It wasn’t just a clever name.

        [–]soupandpoitin 2 points3 points  (0 children)

        What i find bizarre is that so many on here on this sub are denying this reality. I know a woman now in her 30s with an engineering degree, from a well to do family, runs 2 successful businesses, pretty hot, smart and funny.

        Her first boyfriend? The local drug dealer. She still drinks far too much and smokes a lot of weed but she is a blast to be out with. One of the few women I am genuinely friends with. There are lots of other stories I could tell about other women I know too.

        [–]SigmaBusiness 2 points3 points  (1 child)

        "A lot of homeless people I met out on the street ended up there because they couldn’t moderate their pleasures in life. They’re sex addicts, drug addicts, or addicted to drama and stuck in a cycle of going in and out of jail."

        THIS gave me some goosebumps.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

        It’s the truth. There is such thing as too much pleasure, it can intoxicate you. You won’t know it and it’ll be too late by the time you do.

        Everything in moderation, friend.

        [–]Fulltilt_Ronny 6 points7 points  (16 children)

        so happy i dont live in the USA.

        In europe, there may be bad boy wannabe- "gangs" and "gangster-rapper", all imitating USA-badboys.

        i doubt the kind of women i am interested in wants anything to do with these guys. there may be girls /teens who find this attractive.

        couldnt care less, i would not touch these girls with a stick. and usually, you can recognize them just by their looks.

        so surely its not " ALL THE WOMEN" who are into jailbirds and drug-dealers. Just some crackwhores, mainly in the states.

        [–]dank4us12 18 points19 points  (0 children)

        I highly doubt that the base instincts of human females to connect with power, respect, protection and wealth are only in the states. Trust me there are plenty of coke sluts in your country as well my man.

        [–]AlmightyPerun 11 points12 points  (5 children)

        Lol, gangs and organized crime exist everywhere, it's just that they're not the stereotypical "hood rat niggaz". The fact that you don't know about them doesn't mean they don't exist.

        The bigger the city, the bigger and more serious the gangs. That's why i don't fuck around when going out in big cities. It doesn't take much for a dumb fuck to pull the trigger.

        The guys are natural "alphas", as in "alphas" with a lot of beta traits. Huge egos. A cocktail of emotion. You smile at such a guy the wrong way, and he won't let it go untill you're hospitalized with broken arms, legs and ribs.

        [–]Lionlocker 5 points6 points  (3 children)

        You have no idea what happens in Europe, mate. Maybe only LA tops us in degeneracy.

        [–]rigbed 4 points5 points  (2 children)

        Be a drug dealer who can be a gentleman and you’ll get your unicorn

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        [–]rigbed 5 points6 points  (1 child)

        The danger is it’s too easy to exploit and hampers progression of mankind.

        Womankind is different from mankind. Womankind hasn’t left the Australopithecine era.

        [–]2Overkillengine 2 points3 points  (0 children)

        One can bemoan it or manipulate it to their advantage.

        Only one of those is going to get results.

        [–]itsadamquinn 1 point2 points  (2 children)

        Smoked an ounce a day? By yourself? That's hard to believe.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 1 point2 points  (1 child)

        bro. Do you really think that hoes would come to my crib and not be smoked out too? What about the other people in the house? Why are you making all these assumptions?

        Or are you just jealous? Yeah. It’s that.

        Have a good night.

        [–]itsadamquinn 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        Nah just thought you meant by yourself. Obviously not. You have a goodnight as well

        [–]Lambdal7 1 point2 points  (1 child)

        This post suffers from heavily selection bias.

        Of course, drug-addict women with no job and no future don't mind being treated badly, they have zero standards.

        Or were those a college girl from a good coming into that house and being fucked by drug addicts? No, they weren't.

        Bring an asshole works with women that hve zero standards, but it's very limited with high quality girls and are paled by traits such as career, charm, social skills, knowledge, intellect.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        I keep in touch with a few broads from my time there and one girl just started at UNCW, at a nursing program, and the other is going to NC State, which are both really good schools. These were your typical “good girls” with an edge.

        Don’t downplay my girls from my hood. lol. Like I said these girls were bored. Looking for the trouble that they’d never been in before.

        I’m afraid that YOU suffer from heavy bias because you automatically assumed these were girls with no aspirations in life, which brings me to my next point.

        Good and bad girls ARE attracted to “bad men”.

        Good and bad girls get FUCKED by “bad men”.

        That’s the reality.

        [–]BurnoutRS 1 point2 points  (1 child)

        I love the "nothing has changed moment"

        I had a thought once when I was in 7th or 8th grade and we were learning about civil wars and the war of 1812. Looking back it was really fucking insightful at the time. I was thinking about the war in Iraq and I said "its like theyre going through the same conflicts and civil wars our countries did in the past only now they have RPGs and AKs to fight the war of 1812 with"

        I also remember thinking about how the police are a government sanctioned gang. Groups Actualizing Natural Goals. Pulled an acronym out of my ass. A group of people working to acchieve something have to protect their efforts and interests from the lazy, unmotivated bitches that would come in and kill them and take their stuff.

        Keep your gold in a wooden box on a shelf, looks pretty unassuming. Put a lock on that box and people get hungry eyes. Put walls on a city, suddenly someones at the door wanting to know whats inside. If you never want to get robbed, dont possess anything worth taking. Want to have things worth having? Gotta have the strength to fend off thieves and brigands

        [–]Rebe1Ye11 1 point2 points  (0 children)

        Acid trip into the RP lifestyle, well thats one hell of a way to get started

        [–]surfsusa 2 points3 points  (1 child)

        There are all types of Gangs. Not all are of Criminal behavior. Some are called "Entourage" some are called a "Crew" what ever they are called most of the guys in them will bond for life. I have a group of friends that are like that. We go way back, back to middle school. Some of us moved away but we still get together from time to time and we all still have each others back. I found some old photos of the group and in these photos are the Girls who hung out with us, just like the OP said they were there "down for the crew". I do not remember any one girl that was there who was exclusive to one guy except for one but most of them were with who ever was available at the time. I guess it is Primal Instinct.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

        I’m glad you mentioned this. I love those boys with my heart and soul. We literally made nothing into so much in times of need. That bond is still there.

        Although I no longer stay with them, I talk to them on a daily basis, exchange booty pics from our plates, or just plain bro shit.

        If you want true love look for your brothers. I wish I had emphasized the importance of male bonding when I was younger so I wasn’t such a little bitch lmaoo


        To Red Pilled Fathers with sons

        [–]Enigma221 1 point2 points  (5 children)

        Fucking disgusting whores all of them.

        [–]marjeh 1 point2 points  (1 child)

        Great post! It's good to hear something real for a change.

        You just described my experience growing up in the ghetto. Of course, I never wanted to be a part of that world and as a result, received less female attention than my "boys" who were glorified low-lifes.

        Just like you, an LSD trip made me take a good look at my life and helped me go cold turkey from drugs and bad habits.

        Soon after, I joined the military and the rest is history. I've been around the world multiple times, run 2 businesses, and currently live a great life in South America.

        My advice bro, keep your eyes forward and never look back. There's a whole wide world (full of all types of pussy) at your fingertips if you really want it.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

        this. I’ve been waiting to hear a story like yours. It’s extremely encouraging to read about someone else making it out of the trap because people stay stagnant, hence the name.

        [–]WhiteGhosts 1 point2 points  (1 child)

        Respect for being brave enough to tell random strangers that you were homeless, OP. It takes cojones

        [–]tarxan_[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

        When you’re out on the street, it’s an ego death in itself, brother. Overall, an extremely humbling experience.

        Thank you for recognizing that. 🙏🏽

        [–]1DubbleFUPAwitCheez 1 point2 points  (1 child)

        Filed under: Reasons a girl doing drugs (even pot) is a red flag.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

        I agree. Where/how do these girls get the weed?

        If there’s a way she can use her body as currency she will.

        [–][deleted] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

        I was homeless several months ago in a street gang, smoking insane amounts of weed. I was at the YMCA one day since theres really nowhere else to go when youre homeless. Every day the same gang of black immigrants would come in, dressed gangster as fuck, tattooed, and play basketball in the gym. They all were loud, boisterous, didnt give a fuck. They just got liquored, got high, and played ball, and went clubbing. One day i overhear some of them saying "fuck i dont have any papers.. you got any?" "Noo i dont have any bro, fuck". So since i smoked frequently, i kept rolling papers on me, and several packs in my car. I said "Yo!" And tossed them a pack of rolling papers. They all looked at me, and were like "word, thank you bro" and from then on, i was pretty much in the squad. After chilling with the older gangsters a bit, rolling kush and smoking with them, being genuinely interested in them and their stories, i realized they must be in a semi formal gang. I always had a lil bottle of kush on me to smoke, so whenever they saw me, they'd be like "yo, you got kush?" And we would roll some and smoke. The moment i knew i was really in the squad was when they were like "yo, its cold outside.. we have a good place to smoke." And we went to this abandoned stairwell where we smoked it. I realized that i was the only white guy in a group of 5 black dudes, and just knew that this was probably where people have been robbed before. So I light up the joint we rolled, pass it around, making sure to not think about it, and we just smoked it and that's it.

        One time we were super fucking high in this other different stairwell, and this girl was with the group. She was super quiet, timid, looking at me with her chin down, submissive. I realized damn bro we could all run a train on this bitch right now. So since im a pimp when im high, i roll one and pass it around. Next thing you know, im gaming this girl and i can tell she just wants us all to fuck her. The leader of this street gang takes her away to the bathroom i think for a few minutes, and they came back and i think she was wiping her lips like she just sucked his dick. Damn, ill keep the next joint to myself.

        But yeah, that was a tight crew. We would get wasted and fight each other. First time i saw them fighting i just kind of observed and in my head i thought it was entertaining, but didnt say anything. One of the guys drunkenly told me "bro we fight because it keeps us tough you know.. like warriors.. i play soccer you know and soccer and sports symbolize a warrior in modern times." I told him i think the same thing. I'd already thought those 2 things before I'd ever even met these guys. Once he said that, i knew these were my kind of people. After that i pretty much joined in whenever they'd scrap. Roll weed in public places.. get fucked up.. go clubbing.. smoking weed in the club.. i miss it from time to time. Wish i wouldve gotten to know them better.

        [–]MsterMister22 0 points1 point  (1 child)

        Honest question: what do these guys do with the girls? Do they take them in adventures and shit?, cause if not then what's the point of these girls coming to them, just to enjoy their presence?

        [–]tarxan_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        The craziest shit I remember doing was getting drunk and taking a couple of hoes deep in the woods to fire off machine gun rounds. That and the motel 8 where drug exchange parties happened: we would host drug exchange parties where drugs would be sold to rival gangs and all get fucked up together. Rare occurrence but it typically happens when a humongous sting operation takes out a source, also known as a “drought” and they depend on our supply to supply and feed their families which we always took into consideration. Other than ghetto ass motel parties, they were homebodies.

        I didn’t mind because the parties came to us on the daily. Tbh

        [–]etucker546 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        A great example that relates to what OP is talking about is the story and horrific death of Brenda Paz and MS-13. The girl escaped multiple times out of witness protective custody because she got lonely. Went back to the gang members that she ratted on and was brutally slaughtered. Here s a link https://www.ranker.com/list/mara-salvatrucha-facts-and-stories/katia-kleyman the story is in the middle of the web page.

        [–]Lateralanouncer 0 points1 point  (1 child)

        I have a couple of meth dealer mates and it blows my mind how much pussy they get. Cut a Long story short, I had to hang at the dealer place for a few hours and I my mate had 2 three sums in that time. may be I was jealous but it fucked me off as I’ve had to work my but off to have several girls on rotation.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        This. Crystal meth is THE sex drug for both men and women. I’ve seen it turn straight men gay for a little fix. The culture is sick, disgusting. Disease spreading. You need to stay away from that.

        Tina brings too much bad vibes IMO

        [–]kanteroalberda 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        I guess its more about low-quality or low class sloots

        [–]HeadingRed 0 points1 point  (1 child)

        This works when you don't have anything. To the guys here who have jobs, some money, whatever - do not see this a Redpill Bootcamp. You'll get an edcuation - you might also have a few things that make the rest of your life not so great.

        There are a lot of TV shows and movies that go something like this - middle class regular guy mixes with criminals and becomes the best one of the bunch.

        Tarxan_ (correct me if I'm wrong buddy) had success in part because he didn't have things that could be taken away. I'll also bet he didn't try to front that he was a badass- he stayed genuine and that kept him out of being a target.

        In my late teens I was what I consider a mascot in a situation like his- just hanging out. I got the idea that I could play that game - and it cost me. I got conned. I got pissed. And then I finally understood what kind of people I was hanging with and how I would not be able to function at that level 24/7.

        Good post.

        [–]tarxan_[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        yeah, bro. Thank God I was at such a humbling point in my life (along with the LSD ego death), I never tried to one up anyone or out-“gangster” anyone, which is a real thing (as silly as it sounds). That kept me alive, I’m sure.

        [–]SavingMasculinity 0 points1 point  (0 children)

        Dude, I used to live at a trap house and this shit is true. I even had a street name. Hell, I was at my best with the hottest girls when I was selling weed. Girls love bad boys!

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