TL,DR: I was with a girl who exhibited beta-male traits last night... was able to better understand why women are turned off by them.
This is going to sound like a humblebrag, but I swear it's not the intent... Last night I went over to a newer plate's apartment. The sex is always great and she doesn't expect me to take her out, treat her like we're in a relationship, etc... it's a good situation.
Anyway, something was different last night. She must have been feeling insecure or something... bc ALL she would say were things like "You're so much hotter than me..." "I'm not pretty at all..." "Sorry, I have zero confidence..." All night.
She kept stressing over and over how perfect I am, how good at fucking her I am, and how she isn't as good, isn't as hot, not in my league... and as much as I LOVE fucking her... I'll be damned if what she was saying didn't start to get in my head and turn me off... (like, "Yeah, I AM hotter than you... I SHOULD be fucking someone better right now. She's right!")... things that would have NEVER even entered my brain had she just been her normal confident sex goddess self.
I guess what I learned is this: you may feel insecure because she's hotter than you, or she's been with much hotter guys than you... but you know what? KEEP THOSE FEELINGS TO YOUR GOD DAMN SELF. And act ENTITLED to the pussy, no matter how your brain tries to tell you that you're not.
Honest to god, this girl was fawning over me so much and knocking herself so bad that I could literally feel my dick wasn't as hard during the sex... why wouldn't a girl's vag react the same way?
Just curious if anyone has similar thoughts or experiences... or am I looking at this situation wrong and being a dick?