This is something that's always been this way for me. It's like I am non-existent essentially. I haven't gotten an invitation or even a "what's up, how have you been?" for as long as I can remember. It's making me question the authenticity of every (what I thought to be) friendship I've had. I feel like I don't have any 'true' friends.
Is it because I haven't put as much effort in on my end to make a relationship? Even so, why is it me that must put in said effort in the first place? I'm not trying to hamster myself out of responsibility and effort, but it makes it seem like no one wants to associate with me.