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It's just dawned on me that my life is changing. (self.asktrp)

submitted by karkyflarky

I'm 19 years old and Im still a virgin. A lot of my posts on here begin with that sentence what follows tends to be a me vomiting my misery into my posts. Not to day brothers. I just realised that my fears of lonliness and remaining a virgin are unlikely to come true. If I look at this year I think of how miserable and lost I have been but then I think about all I have learned and what I used to look like not even three months ago compared to now. I can only get better, bigger and more furfilled. I don't hate the idea of having to go into my garden and get on the bench (yes I have my own bench in my garden it's just taken the red pill to get me to be dedicated). At my boxing gym I'm finely getting the attention from the trainers that my old ego so desperately thought I deserved. No I'm a shit boxer but I am there more than most of the other regulars and I'm willing to learn. My social skills are improving and I'm finely sought after by people I never even thought would be accept me. Girls shit test me all the time I just got to learn more and raise my confidence. I plan on getting a few audio books like no more Mr Nice guy. Because of the default settings on my Internet is do not have access to the entire side bar so I have to make do and watch videos on YouTube and learn what I can. To be honest I don't feel bad about the future anymore and I will just have to be content with the past but why give a fuck about it if I am addicted to improvement. The latest improvement is getting some chicken and brown rice into my diet and upping my weights. All I here is positive things that people say. "oh my God where did all your weight go" and "I love that you don't take shit from people anymore". Sometimes your supposed to suffer because it's the best way to learn. I'm sure the coming year will bring its ups and downs. Ill feel lonely and I will get rejected and I will embarrass my self trying to flirt and come home lonly like the guy from how soon is now by the smiths but if think rationally I'm always going to be better than I am today. Thanks to all those who have been putting up with my beta bitching and self loathing since I started posting. Your advice is often taken in and only increases my interest in the red pill.

I will not be ending this post in my usual fashion for example "what am I doing wrong" instead in will end it with how can I improve?


[–]es1426 17 points18 points  (3 children)

This should be pinned. Anyone who think BP > RP should be forced to read this.

[–]karkyflarky[S] 3 points4 points  (2 children)

Thanks I've spoken to a few blue pillers they are difficult people.

[–]jamespotter101 0 points1 point  (1 child)

They're simply retards ( if they spit out the red pill after tasting it) . Time will teach them anyhow.

[–]karkyflarky[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It taught me. I soon figured that being seen as a nice guy would be of no benefit to me.

[–]ShotgunTRP 28 points29 points  (1 child)

Keep doing what you’re doing

Keep making gains in life, boxing class, earning

Keep gaming chicks and failing over and over

Keep suffering IN SILENCE like the boss you are

Keep moving bro. Don’t stop moving

[–]karkyflarky[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I can't stop moving if I slip up I tend to implement something new like the whole chicken and rice thing.

[–]honorocagan 3 points4 points  (1 child)

“addicted to improvement” is a great description for TRP. Especially if trying to explain it to BPs.

[–]hambonghollidae 1 point2 points  (0 children)

also not so immediately willing to sacrifice, give, compromise for merely being acknowledged by a woman. tougher to see after lots of BP indoctrination.

[–]Moreofmore 3 points4 points  (4 children)

You can find the sidebar items as videos on YouTube. If I find the links I’ll come edit this comment. link1. These are both robot readers for text link2

[–]jamesbond8181 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That would be awesome

[–]karkyflarky[S] 0 points1 point  (2 children)

Thanks if you do ill probably stumble across a lot of it without really knowing plus I'm the type who struggles internalizing information from reading.

[–]Moreofmore 0 points1 point  (1 child)

Posted the first two. The suggested videos on YouTube should get you where you want to go.

[–]karkyflarky[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks very much. I can listen to this when I am working. Very convenient if you don't have a lot of time in the evenings.

[–]TSM_Bjergson 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Good luck on your journey man. One thing though; swap the brown rice out for white Jasmine rice, it digests a fuckton easier than brown rice, especially if youre eating large quantities.

[–]Thunderfin 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awesome post bro. I'm 19, too, virgin (though I did get my first kiss last year) and started getting into red pill a few months ago. I'm fed up with being the Nice Guy, taking shit from people and, despite my relatively good looks, not getting anywhere with girls. We're well on our way to improving ourselves (and consequently our success with girls). Let us know how it goes!

[–]TrashKarL 0 points1 point  (1 child)

Goodluck on your improvement brother! 19 year old khv too. I wish I could witness your future field reports on r/trp and add them to my inspos as part of my mental training. Cheers!

[–]karkyflarky[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe I might have one in the future

[–]blacwidonsfw 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You'll be fine bro

[–]Tom_E_Reynolds 0 points1 point  (1 child)

how can I improve?

What is your plan for success?

[–]karkyflarky[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

To not be a Virgin and get pussy