came to this sub 2 days ago, via the askreddit thread.
As seen in my post history I was unsure about this place, but was truly impressed by The Red Pill responses, im a just a few short comments, I felt a ripple in my mind. It scared me.
I came back and started the recommended reading. My whole world, why I am who I am, why I am sad and most importantly why I am so confused has just been explained to me.
I've been a beta, whiteknight, pro-feminist, LJBF, orbiter, door mat what fuck ever my entire life.
As we speak I've been chatting with 4's and 5's on POF because they're the best I can get.
I orbited a hot norwegian model for an entire uni semester before meeting her fat neckbeard boyfriend. "Well she told me I was a nice guy and lent me that book that one time". I almost did her assignment for her because I should be a nice guy.
I dated a slut (35 previous bf's, slept with her ex after our 2nd date, only 19) who wasn't even that hot. She rarely put out and broke up with me, I cried like a little bitch.
Literally minutes before reading more TRP stuff I posted on LBGW because "women saying I'm hot on the internet means I'm alpha right? Doesn't matter I don't actually get laid" I just learnt this is feel good bullshit.
My friends don't want to hang out with me, women want nothing to do with me and I'm miserable. However I've been desperately looking for answers, all of it seemed superficial and rubbish until now.
I audibly gasped several times while reading "confessions of a invacel". Every sentence clicked, unwrapping the mysteries of all my interpersonal relationships and how I understood them.
I'm a hard worker, I just came dux of the year, I work out 3 hours a day 5 days a week, I'm 6'4", good looking and have 3 months of holidays infront of me.
I can't wait to dive into all this knowledge and push myself as hard as I can to employ it. Hey it might all be bullshit, but it seems so promising I have to try.
I understand everyone of you have had this red pill moment, but I had to say this. This has probably been the most impactfull thing I've ever seen on reddit, or the internet. I think I needed this, desperately.