I've swallowed the pill some two years ago. I've learnt some stuff about me, I had a LOT of flaws that I did not now about. I used to be that needy guy, clingy and fast to catch oneitis for some girls. Other issues include social awkwardness, that has diminished to some point. I've learnt about frame, especially in social interactions. I wasn't really worried about such issues in the past, I didn't even know about those things. Used to be out of shape.
I actually got worse post-redpill. I worry about frame everywhere I go and try to protect it at all costs. A girl much younger than me insults me, for no apparent reason. I agree and amplify and ignore, but it does not work. It affects others' perceptions of me, lowers it, that's in one of the social circles.
I'm overanalyzing every social interaction. Did I do well? Was I witty enough? Have I kept frame where needed?
I still can't get laid. I just learnt to stop pursuing girls that aren't interested in me. I actually got laid in my blue-pill days, very few times.
I try to apply game, but it hasn't worked. I suck at this shit.
Really, the only positive change was when I started lifting, got lean and put on a bit of muscle. That's it. And stopped chasing girls that aren't interested.
Looking back, I was actually better off in the past days. I wouldn't worry about frame, and other things. Now I'm obsessed to make a good appearence wherever I go, and things like this happen, like the one with the girl above. I'm not bothered by what she says per se, but actually by social repercursions. I worry about little things that may put me down socially, or affect others' view of me. I know I know, IDGAF is the key, but that's good when you're somewhat controversial, not when you're actually looked down upon.
After the redpill, I'm stressed out because of overanalyzing.
My problem is much bigger than being blue pilled. I'm actually sub-blue pill.
I do horrendous socially.
I'm not saying that the Red Pill is bad for me. It just made me stress out a lot more about my image on others.