I have very high n count, and imagine there are some dudes here with the same - I mean thats basically why we're all here, right.
I have been thinking a lot lately abt how it may have affected me psychologically. While I enjoy sex very much, I feel like the lasting emotional satisfaction that comes from it has completely gone. Like even if I have mindblowing intimate sex the emotional satisfaction I get from it literally dissipates in like 48 hours, and I then I feel like I need to fuck again soon.
Like emotionally, fucking has the same significance to me now as getting lunch. Thats not how it should be, right?