So i realized im a pathetic beta faggot just recently. I've been seeking for validation, showing concern when people insult me or desperately tried to be cool which made me look silly. At this point i am probably a subject of laugh to my peers.
I am trying very hard to gain confidence but its a hard and long process after so many years of low self esteem. People have zero respect to me and im looking forward to changing that but can you even regain frame to people that know you are a beta?
What do i do when someone insults my look? Like some faggot tends to laugh from time to time saying my hair is shit my face looks dumb and my posture is retarded. I use to just ignore that or ask him " why do you say that" which i know is beta as fuck but i didnt realize it untill recently. What are some essential tips regarding confidence and a good frame? How to not give a fuck? Like i let stuff get into my head and make me depressed pretty easily