Both me and my girlfriend are 19. We've been together for one year now, it's been pretty good and it was quite serious (she's moved down to where I live for University (or at least she will be moving down in just 1 week))
However yesterday morning I get a text off of somebody telling me that she's cheated. I confront her and she comes clean and tells me it was a one-time thing which she regretted immediately. She says her ex boyfriend showed up at her door one day and kissed her when she answered, she says she kissed back and they went to her room and fucked.
The second I heard this, she got blocked off everything and all the passwords to things we share (such as Netflix, Spotify etc) were changed.
She's been creating fake accounts the past two days now trying to get in touch with me. This doesn't bother me too much because I can just block them.
The thing is, I'm hurt like hell right now, it's probably not very "alpha" but I'm hurt and I'm upset and I'm angry and it sucks.
Right now I'm at work, alone and wishing I could catch a break for once. (Not after a pity party, life's just been absolutely shit to me and I've had to fight and claw harder than most 19 year olds could imagine just to get anywhere close to a normal life)
I don't really know what to do, I feel crazy upset and angry and I don't really want to be at work right now. But I don't want to be laying around at home just moping about either.
I guess on the bright side she has to deal with 4 years of living in my town and who doesn't know a single person now.
Sorry for my rambling anyway, I just needed to type this somewhere and maybe ask for advice, this isn't the kind of thing you can tell your friends about. It hardly looks good to them if you've been cheated on. I think If anyone says "hey what happened to your girlfriend?" I'll just shrug and say "didn't work out"
Anyways, does anyone have any advice on what I can do to feel better and maybe get back on track? How do I deal with her when she messages me next?