Hello, english is not my mother language.
Just like a lot of people here, i was a beta bitch, i used to have my oneitis, she send me to the friendzone, and the last time I ask her to be a couple she say.
"Im sorry Spectreeye007 but you are such a nice guy and we can't be together"
Then, she went to live in other city and my heart was broken, days later I saw in her facebook photos with a skinnyfat guy with a car. She always say she like chubby "cute" guys and she wasn't a materialistic person.
So I get depressed, that was in 2012, i always ask myself what I did wrong, and that keep happening until 2015, i do not approach any girl since that day.
So, as a big fan of Mr. Bond, i was watching skyfall on tv and i think that acting as bond i could get a girl, so i google "how to be like James bond" i found pure shit, useless shit, but in one of those articles I read this comment.
"James Bond is Redpill af"
Short story, i found you guys, this was in december 31 2015, i didn't start doing things because my bluepill mindset tell me "this guys are crazy" but even thinking like that, something inside me didn't let me leave this sub.
Im reading everything
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I started lifting one month ago, talking to anyone, reading books, counting calories, ignoring the shit my family say about me being different, saying im good the old way, I dont have friends so I got a lot of time to improve myself, i've been in hell for almost 4 years just for some shit a girl say to me.
I say it's enough, time to be a better man.
Thank you guys, any comment will be appreciated, especially about my grammar.