Im acting like a complete pussy. I changed my style, I started lifting, I act differently, I speak differently, I dont give a fuck yet im missing the core points.
I get iOi's. I notice them. What do I tell myself? You are not ready. Or I just pussy out, saying I dont know what to do. Just this day I was using a dope streetwear outfit with a fresh haircut and was confident and I got girls bumping into me and giving way stretched out iOis. What did I do? Shit.
Im a virgin still because of this. I went to the movies with this one chick who is in love with me but I dont have the balls to make a move a long time ago so she let it go but due to my recent increase in SMV she wanted to go to the movies with me and I only managed to escalate slightly verbally and null physical with only her sometimes touching here and there.
Im friendzoning myself but the problem is that im self aware of this! But in the moment I just feel helpless but when I get home and relax thats when I start developing oneitis and overthinking and see where and what went wrong and just feel depressed about it and regret every second not spent on kino.
Please help me not be a complete pussy when it comes to apporaching and escalating... I have the opportunities I just... Dont know how to take them and im a pussy inside. I have other not-official-dates with this girl like the carnival and such and she set them up because shes into me, we are not going to be 100% alone but it can be arranjed easily, and I just am affraid of fucking up since this is an easy lay...
Lack of ambundance mentality here because like it was said many times and I believe this to be true, going from 0 to 1 lay is harder than 1 to 10.