I've been a long-time lurker in this community because I value the ideas here and find it hard to find other women who relate in my own life.
I just graduated with my bachelor's degree a couple of weeks ago, and I'm having a little trouble finding a good job. I currently work part-time at a gym, but I know I need something full-time to be able to take care of myself of course.
It's just that I'm SO stressed out. I've known for a WHILE now that the regular 9 to 5 life is not for me. I'd rather be a wife, then eventually a mother and be able to stay at home. However I'm single right now, and doing my best to employ red pill principles to attract my captain.
Am I wrong for feeling this way? Everyone is always asking me if I am going to pursue my master's, but honestly I just don't want to. I'm perfectly okay with finding a nice little job that pays well enough, until I find my captain. But you ladies know that you can't tell that to people, or else they'll chop your head off.
I guess I just need a little assurance, since the pressure of life is kind of getting to me. I honestly don't care about being a high-powered career woman, but that's what everyone kind of expects from women today. I'm definitely not opposed to working, I'll probably always work. But I just want a man to be a provider and have my back while I do what I do. I want that support system.