I realized I could've had sex super easily with this bitch, instead ended up oneitising her and failing every fucking shit test. It hurts because I'm beating myself up for it. Damn it fucking stings. Coulda woulda shoulda.
Can anyone offer support or share their experiences. I don't have access to go out much so it may be a while before I get involved with another bitch. Ok that's just an excuse. I need time to be motivated again. Fuck