English ain't my first language if there's typos.

I'm 19 and I discovered TRP a year ago or so, and I've been reading and learning since then.

This monday I got a message from the girl I've been with, on and off for the past 6 years. For the last 5 months we have just fucked, and I've made it clear I didn't want a relationship with her, and I had told her from the start that I was seeing other girls aswell. She wanted to talk when I had the time. I called her half an hour later.

After some small talk with her, I asked what see wanted to call about. She gave me an ultimatum, she wanted to keep me as her friend but nothing more if I didn't commit to her.

If it weren't for TRP I would have begged her to stay, and probably went back to being her beta provider (like in the past).

But I said no, I ended it there. No relationship, no being friends, nothing.

She started crying and whatnot, and in the past this would have gotten to me, as her crying has always been my soft spot. But this didn't face me anymore and I hung up on her.

Relief is what I've felt since that day, that I finally had the balls and brain to fucking quit it for good.

So thank all of you for helping me to love myself, and realise my true potential as a man.