Introduction: ( the painful part)

Ive know this one girl, Lauren, my whole life. Around middle school I fell hard for her and became a level 9000 beta orbiter, aka her personal servant.

During high school we hung out after school every day at her place. You would think that two teenagers alone would be fucking like rabbits, not for me. I would help her with her chores and homework, while fantasizing about her.

Guys from school would come over however, and Lauren would "go show them her room" while I sat and did her homework. She told me she's a good girl so I believed that they weren't fucking. God I was dumb.

The cringe gets worse, after we graduated high school, I sent her a Facebook message that sums up to "im in love with you and your a perfect woman please be with me" she never talked to me again. I was crushed.

Part 2 (the good part)

Shortly after high school I got a job in a gym. My social skills improved significantly, and i started working out with the "alpha man" of the gym, Evan.

Sortly after that I stumbled onto the red pill, actually an accident, some askreddit thread was bashing this wonderful place, so I checked it out and decied to stay a while.

After 4 years of lifting hard, surfing the red pill, and turning into a confident male, I had the ultimate test of my skill.

Part 3 ( where shit gets real )

This past Halloween, I go to a house party being thrown by an old friend from high school. I decied to go as a commando; tiger stripe camo pants, no shirt, face and body paint (black stripes) I have the body to pull it off.

I get there fashionably late, and walk through the front door. The very first person I bump into is Lauren, dressed as a sexy fireman. Her eyes are as wide a platters, the last time she saw me I was a tall scrawny twig with a high ass voice. She stumbles to get words out her mouth. "Hi mastercheifer, how you doing? ", I made eye contact, and walked away (honestly, in my mind I fell for her again, and knew anything I would have said would have been beta)

I take a few shots of fireball, hang out with some of my old friends in the kitchen. The living room is packed full of women dancing, talking, staring at their phones, very few guys. I grab another drink and go into the living room.

Im approaching every girl there, they all dig that I have the balls to rock no shirt, and soon I have a group of six girls all talking to me. I flirt hard with the less attractive ones, and flirt lightly with the two hb8's. The two hb8's get real frisky and we start taking all sorts of pictures together, dancing, and hooking up. The two hb8's are actually a lesbian couple, but they said "we can make exceptions"

Things are going great, girls are all over me, and im putting in zero work with more than half of them, im radiating confidence, and they love it. Other guys start coming in and swiping the girls who are surrounding me, which is good cause I was getting culterfobic. With the crowd now gone I now see Lauren, sitting in the corner, giving me a deathstare, while on her phone.

I go up to her and say "why are you on your phone instead of having fun?" She immediately starts telling me about all her problems and woes, so again I walk away. I go out on the back porch and smoke some weed with my high school buds.

Part 4 ( flipping the tables )

After smoking a few joints and having a great conversation with my old buddies, I go grab them all some drinks cause im a good friend. As im filling up some cups, Lauren appears at my side. She is actually asking me questions, instead of talking about herself. I maintain eye contact the whole time. I tell her if she brings these drinks to my friends outside, I'll dance with her. She agrees.

I take her to the living room and go to the back corner, I put my back on the wall, while she is grinding all over me. In my mind im in a state of disbelief, but I tell myself I cant stop now, keep escalating.

Beside us is a few couples practically fucking on the dancefloor, I grab Laurens neck and pull her close to me. With one hand on her hip I wisper into her ear "look at these couples beside us"

She starts hamstering and says "wow what sluts, they dont even care that people can see all their business". I pin her to the wall, one hand lighty but firmly around her neck, the other holding her arm. I whisper "bullshit, if a guy had the balls to fuck you on the dance floor you would dig it" she gives me those eyes and replies "do you?"

I instantly start making out with her, lighty choking her with one hand, feeling her body with the other. Her hands are all over me, and end up in my pants. After 10 minutes of hardcore hooking up she asks "i want this(while squeezing my cock), I hope you have a condom" I nod and bring her upstairs to my friends room.

As soon as I lock the door, she throw herself at me, im ripping her $10 sexy fireman costume off as fast as I can. When we both are down to our underwear the LMR starts. "I dont think Josh will want us messing up his bed" "I think im on my period" "I dont want you to think im a slut" "we've know each other for so long it doesn't feel right" ect.....

Im deflecting harder than captain America, she breaks down and starts kissing my body. She blows me for a grand total of 15 seconds before she said "im done". I say "well im not" and throw her onto the bed. Im kissing her body, playing with her breasts, fingering her, massaging her clit. My mind is going insane, and I start getting anxious, im not the biggest guy when it come to dick size, but I tell myself I might not get another chance.

We start fucking, doggystyle, im smacking her ass, pulling hair, talking dirty, fingering her ass.she's loving it, breathing hard, squirming, telling me to go faster/ slower.

After fingering her ass, its quite easy to see she loves assplay, she's going wild and moaning like a pornstar with just my thumb in her , so I tell her im gonna fuck her ass, she's estatic.

After warming her up and fucking her ass for 5 minutes, she lets out a long winded moan and tells me she cant handle much more. I pull out, take off the condom and tell her to finish me off. She gives me a blowjob 1000 times better than the half-assed one I recieved earlier, I even facefuck her a bit. She ends up swallowing.

After a fucking to remember, she wants to cuddle. I love cuddling so I agree. we talk a bit. She states that "im a completely new person" and that im confident and sexy.

I don't respond much, im in complete shock. Ive never been this sucessful before, and the red pill realllllllly fucking works. This girl who ive put on the pedestal for so long, slaved over, is now completely naked next to me. I end up passing out.

The next morning she wakes me up and is hamstering again. "Omg I cant belive I fucked you last night, I was drunk, you seduced me, im not a slut....". I got dressed and told her "your pretty good" then walked downstairs.

Some of my friends spent the night too so we all worked together to clean up. Lauren quickly left afterwards, so I explained what happened to them, then bid them goodbye. I get home and charge my phone, and there is a Facebook message. After 4 years she finally responed to that message.it said "We should hang out soon"

So I have plans to see her tonight and "watch" the walking dead.

Guys I may be tall and strong, but im still a massive nerd. I dont spin plates that often, and I dont party much. But I took a chance when i saw an opening.

LIFT GUYS LIFT!!!!