Before I discovered this sub I hated. Hated with a passion. Every couple I saw where the woman was attractive she was a bitch and the man she was with was not as deserving of having such a sexy woman as I so clearly was. Every attractive girl in general was a bitch and I hated the way they wouldn't respond to me trying to make eye contact with them.
I hated gangsta rappers, footballers and any other successful alpha types I hated beautiful women and if any guy so much as dared suggest that he was good with women he was my mortal enemy. In short I was a miserable ball of frustrated beta rage.
Then 2 months ago I found this place. I was aware of PUA but I didn't think much of it and the MRA stuff I found seemed more about how unfair it was that they couldn't have sex when they wanted than about improving men in general.
This place however opened my eyes in a way that I never thought possible. Suddenly everything made sense. I read NMMNG twice, I read Rational Male, I was here all the time. Within two weeks my hate was gone. It's like it was never there.
Now when I see a couple holding hands the only thought that runs through my head is whether she's attractive or not and if she is she might get a grin. Even if she isn't she might anyway. The guy doesn't register. If I see a pretty girl in the street she always gets a grin and in any case I'm usually walking around with a huge smile on my face anyway.
The funny thing is that my circumstances haven't changed. I'm still not having dirty monkey sex with hot 22 year olds (I might be back here again if that happens) but now that the centre of my universe is me, my life is a pleasure and all my rage and hatred is a memory. Except for cyclists in pedestrian areas. I still fucking hate those fuckers.
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