Before discovering the red pill, I was the stereotypical beta bitch we all talk about. A few years ago I started dating a girl who I considered my first real girlfriend. I had no idea what I was doing. I was always taught to treat a girl like royalty. So that's exactly what I did. I would take her everywhere, do anything for her, with sex a few times a week in return. You've all heard this before. Well after being mentally abused and just generally being a blue pilled fuck for almost eight months, I finally broke things off. A little over two years later, I discovered TRP.
This is where my story really begins. I looked back and realized how stupid I was for letting this go on for so long, or even go on at all. I read the entire sidebar, a ton of blogs, and so many posts that my eyes hurt. I started lifting, eating better, making goals. After a few months into my red pill journey, she texts me. This is the first time I've even talked to her in almost a year. I'm not sure if this was because she heard that I was improving myself or if it was just a coincidence. Regardless, she asked what I was doing. The sex that her and I had was by far the best part of our relationship. By far the biggest tits I've ever seen, let alone touch. So I told her to come over. She was there 30 minutes later and I brought her up to my room. We were just talking when I started to escalate. I starting touching her and we began making out. I took my shirt off, pushed her onto my bed, and got on top of her.
"No.. no no no. I'm not having sex with you." she says as she tries to push me off her.
Now, blue-pill me would have sat there and asked her, "What? Why? What did I do? I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done that."
But instead, I just looked at her, got up, put my shirt on and said "Okay, time to go"
I wish I had a camera out to record her face. I will never forget it. She was in a state of utter disbelief. She had never seen me like this. In our entire relationship I had never made anything that left this girl speechless like I did that day.
"Wha... I-I didn't... I'm sorry, it's just.."
"Yeah.. let's go"
She starts collecting her purse and shoes and we head back downstairs. I'm texting on my phone. I was just talking to a good friend of mine but I'm sure she thought I was hitting up some other girl. We get downstairs and I grab my wallet and keys and start slipping on my shoes. She starts walking towards the door and then stops. She drops her bag, turns around, and says "If you can turn me on, then I'll fuck you"
I grab her wrist and pull her upstairs. I didn't have to reply because I knew I could let my actions do the talking. This girl really likes it rough and I made sure to give it to her that way. By far some of the best sex we had. Multiple rounds, multiple positions, multiple orgasms. We get done, then she says she wants to do anal. I had brought anal up to her while we were dating and she was completely against it. Now, she hasn't seen me in months, and she's the one initiating it. So I start fucking her in the ass (a very strange feeling, btw) and she's very into it. After we finish, I head to the bathroom to clean up. She comes in, I'm shirtless. She starts complementing me, saying how muscular I look. I mean this shit was just so stereotypical of everything I had read here that it almost made me laugh. She never complimented me before, on anything. She leaves and I just laugh at the whole situation. I knew everything I had read on here was true, but to see it first hand was a whole different story.
This all happened about 8 months ago, and I attribute it to TRP. I dropped this girl for unrelated reasons but have a few more plates I'm spinning. I just want to thank you guys for this sub. Really changed my life for the better. Without this sub I would still be a beta bitch, angry at girls for what they do to me, when in reality, it was me that was going about this the wrong way, not them.