Finding a decent loving girl for a companion is hard as fuck if not a damn near impossibility, shit, I think in our hearts of hearts that this is what the majority of men want but are hard pressed to admit. The reason a lot of guys don't bother actively pursuing these deep kind of relationships with women and have accepted it's probably never going to happen for them is because the average girl, and by average I'm talking 99%+, are not even willing to work on improving themselves either intellectually nor domestically, and nor are they capable of submitting to a man's benevolent authority in which she looks up to and loves her man as her superior.
No, instead they're on this egotistical equalist bullshit which doesn't work and simply makes them less desirable to even be around by dismerit of the insolence and poor behaviour that results from a woman who believes herself to be equal, if not superior to her man. And hear me brothers, hear me clearly when I say that equalism is the gateway to tyranny rather then benevolent superiority when a woman and not a man inhabits the role. Such a thing serves as little other than a stepping stone on the path to dysfunction and chaos, and such a thing is hardly a sustainable way of life even if it were desirable. Equalism and its subsequent psychological androgyny are true perversions.
I am hardly fervently religious, I have no religious education nor indoctrination, however I have taken it upon myself to read parts of the bible of my own accord, and I believe religion got it right when it said women should worship men, men should not worship women.
This is not misogynistic nor oppressive as the average idiot has been misled to believe. It is the natural order of things in so much as it is the most effective model for happiness within the family unit across a society. Men love down by sacrificing, women love up by worshipping. To worship is to respect an authority, love it, and follow it - that's all it is, nothing more, nothing less. How sad is it that such wisdom has become a taboo lost to the common sense of the common man? Did God not sacrifice for his children? Does a man not sacrifice for his woman? Then why can't a woman find God in her man and worship him as is necessary in the way man was able to reward God's sacrifice for him? It seems the collapse of religion has not only lead to man's loss of faith in God, but women's subsequent loss of faith in man. The latter is absolutely decimating the emotional and moral essence of our fair society. To reframe this order as evil and oppressive is such a disingenuous inversion of healthy family values it makes me sick to even think about. I have no desire to get into religious or metaphysicial philosophical discussions about whether God exists or not, all I know is faith is important, and women who do not know how to have faith by worshipping a strong man are unmarriagable.
And the so-called progressives will say "what's wrong with mutual respect?" like the absolute retards that they are. They know nothing of love. Love is not based on mutual respect. Love is based on mutual care, women care when they can respect your hardness, men care when they fall in love with your softness. An equal woman is not a soft woman, nor a desirable woman, nor a woman man wants to protect, nor a woman one is willing to endure, and thusly she is not a woman in anything but the physical sense of the word to a man.
Regardless, if you can't have all that shit, if you can't have the loving loyal chick that hasn't slutted it up and that's the shit you want, and then you furthermore realise most women are just so fucking devoid of any relational potential, average women are not going to attract you on a mental, emotional or psychological level. Merely physically. And that's where the union ends, sad as it is, for there is so much more we are capable of as a species, and yet we have had this denied us due to the toxic fruits of the feminist tree.
Women have, via feminism, in the hubristic and bigoted belief that they deserve to be equal to rather than beneath man, devalued their value as emotional entities and are increasingly seen as good for nothing more than their physical worth - a fuck - because after all, if you don't cultivate your personality, if you are not humble, if you are not soft, if you are not submissive, nor accommodating, nor pleasant beyond your immediate physical attractiveness, what is there exactly to like about you? A man doesn't want to be in a relationship with an insolent little girl who can't accept her place in the natural order and tries to foolishly compete with, rather than complement her man. By behaving as a man and trying to compete as a man, she devalues herself in the eyes of man.
Funnily enough women are there on the flipside moaning "why wont men commit to me" after they have fucked countless men for a decade if not more, and are simultaneously incapable of giving up the feminist bullshit and the constituent boyish masculinism and narcissism it has imbued them with.
We live in a very sick culture. It's not fair this is the fucking legacy our ancestors left us with their bullshit 60's/70's movement, but these are the pieces we've been left to pick up. And a lot of us are going to self-destruct trying to cope with it, but cope with it we must. Just know that, as a man, even though you are alone because the voice of a good woman is more likely to be the song of a siren than the voice of a woman who is actually pure of heart and intent, you are not alone by yourself. We are all fucked with this shit, we are all alone, men as a near universal collective share the concern that you do, that there are no good women, and it's either vapid superficial sex with narcissistic bitches, a life as a beta cuck, or a life of celibacy with no desirable mid-point in sight.
We live in trying times, tough times, hard times. But hard times make hard men and hard men make good times, so I think, you know, if we keep on doing what we're doing, we can be less shit, we'll make other men less shit, we'll all become fucking great again.. and then and only then, when we're so fucking badass the dumb bitches will forgo their programming to lock down what they perceive to be an apex male of a man.. block by block.. family by family.. we will rebuild society. HOWEVER, and this is a big however, it wont be like the society of old where betas aplenty got to have happy marriages under the guidance of god and marriage.
Not even religious people get that now because of the feminist poison. I don't want to name names because I'm a discreet man and marriage wrecking is not my thing, but I've had a so-called Christian girl talking dirty to me in the Twitter DMs some time back. As much as that gets my cock hard, it makes me fucking weep to think her husband who slaves away to give them a home has an insolent straying bitch hitting up random red pill writers on the internet. No. Any future society we rebuild will be a society of alphas with a strong pimp hand keeping their bitches in line, who are in turn, thankful they're being kept in line instead of allowed to run feral into their own soul-destroying promiscuous infertility.
I truly believe if we can make men great again, we can make women great again too. But not in the reverse order. Women are followers. They will do sweet fuck all of their own accord, and we'll have to drag them kicking and screaming out of the abyss they are oh so degenerately enchanted by.
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