You have a lot of doubters and a lot of cruelty from those with more experience. Their feedback may keep you down. No matter how wrong or right you are, even the members in the community will hold their frame. You're going to make an ass of herself in the real world and in asktrp. Its not what they say, its how you take what they say and how, if you choose to, react to it. That's just how you learn. And this is how it reflects your progress.