The fact that I am still a virgin is bugging me a lot lately. I have read the top posts and books and consider myself very red pill aware. I lift, I am 185cm, 82 kg and low bodyfat. I study for a masters degree but my self esteem is still low due to my porn addiction and emotional abuse which accured in my childhood from my stepmother and stepbrother. I am already seeing a therapist for this. I have tried Tinder but my SMV is not high enough. I don't go out often anymore because my old circle of friends keep reminding me of my 'past self' where i didn't have any self esteem and where I was the typical nice guy who couldn't stand up for himself. Being with them makes me feel more lonely than spending time with myself. I have always been quite introverted but with the right people I can be very social. What should I do?